About my OCD?
I am the first to admit that I have a mild to moderate form of OCD. For example right now it is killing me, like can't stop thinking about it, that I have a gap in days here on the blog, that I skip from Tuesday to Friday. I am fighting the urge with everything in me to not go back and fill in Wed and Thursday with something... little frightening huh? OH I just realized I do have something I can write about from Wed. So I will do that...
How about me trying to talk myself into allowing someone to come and help me out? Darrin and I have all but decided to hire a lady to come to the house everyday to help me not so much with the kids but more like house stuff. I am trying so hard to let go of my particular ways so that I can enjoy that luxury. I did decide to do a trial run first before having her quit her current job and come work for us. So starting July 1, I will have her come everyday for a few hours, see how I do, how the kids do and of course see if she wants to be here... then if all goes well we will hire her full time starting August 1, just in time for baby. I KNOW I can really enjoy this if I just let go. I want to, but my mind won't stop! It is kind of maddening!
I am happy for the most part about my OCD tendencies. Or as I like to call it type A personality. I get a lot done in little time! I am very organized. No hoarding here! I don't have any weird traits. That I am aware of anyway. I am very functional :)
ON a different note, I got my teeth whitened today. Thanks Denise. my teeth look lovely and clean.